Shattered Conscience

I am forever being the damned
the unforgiven
the complicated reality beyond the dream
damaged by the turbulence
that stalks my mind
killing the conscience inside
Jesus wept and i cried
how ironic it is to be one of a kind

Life is full of thorns and tears
i was a slave to my conscience
the characteristic that i have shown
is just like the mask of myself
is it a war between soul and flesh
or is it a war between mind and conscience
i am eventually isolated
am i destined to be like this
i am blemish in my behind mask
no heart can stand my suffering
in my shattered conscience