Damn. I can't explain why I'm venting out to society at large. I figure that probably somehow or rather, it’s got to do with my current depressed state of mind, which just needs me to translate my thoughts into words.
There are reasons for being what we are and there are also many reasons for not being what we aren't supposed to be. Changes seemingly take place in the light of events and most noticeably, in the hands of time. Time builds character. Time designs attitude. Time corporates attributes. Time gets a whole lot more done and reckoned with than anything else around. Time is just that significant essence of life that just gently cradles our conscience into believing that everything indeed must and most probably will continue to continue revolving around it. Although I do not find this entirely true and let me tell you as to why.
Some days, though I can’t quite place a finger on it, but some days I just somehow can't tell if it's just me or does time just inevitably decide to go into a state of suspense. Like a freeze mode, or somehow just decide to slow down for whatever reason it suddenly felt like. Like something was out of place and you could somehow feel it although it’s not a feeling that you can get a grip off. There are unexplainable matters, like for instance how sometimes when we just move around, minding our own, doing our own thing and suddenly we just get the bloody shivers out of the shimmering blue. Like what? What made me do that? Just gets so weird sometimes you just can’t help but stop in your tracks and just look around and try to listen out or look for something to explain what just happened. It’s just human nature.
However, does time get infected with something as natural as the shivers too? I cannot see or find a reason to clarify as to why not it shouldn't or can't for that matter. It's still part of the same eco-structural system and exposed to the same natural environments, surroundings and influences that we are. What makes it different or special? Just because it has always been around with a slight hitch of just not really being noticed that much in the first few years it was around. It was already pretty dominant back then anyways to its own liking. Can't help but wonder what it was like for time back then. Must have been really creepy to just be there and at the same time to not be acknowledged by anything or anyone that encompasses the same scalable realm as it, yet standing tall as the hands of mother nature, the epitome of a timeless civilization.
On the other side of the crater, plants and certain other organism's, even animals I presume must have gotten acquainted with time way early on. They just probably had a different, more unique or slightly significant, maybe less effective by certain standards or even somewhat conspicuous ways of communicating with it. It's just too well self-provisioned to be redundant and overly presumptuous to be an enforcing figure. Rely only on what you can afford to risk than to lay down your whole conscience and have it put at the stake. Inadvertently, time beseeches us with,” To punish me for my contempt of authority, Fate has made me an authority myself." *grins*
There are reasons for being what we are and there are also many reasons for not being what we aren't supposed to be. Changes seemingly take place in the light of events and most noticeably, in the hands of time. Time builds character. Time designs attitude. Time corporates attributes. Time gets a whole lot more done and reckoned with than anything else around. Time is just that significant essence of life that just gently cradles our conscience into believing that everything indeed must and most probably will continue to continue revolving around it. Although I do not find this entirely true and let me tell you as to why.
Some days, though I can’t quite place a finger on it, but some days I just somehow can't tell if it's just me or does time just inevitably decide to go into a state of suspense. Like a freeze mode, or somehow just decide to slow down for whatever reason it suddenly felt like. Like something was out of place and you could somehow feel it although it’s not a feeling that you can get a grip off. There are unexplainable matters, like for instance how sometimes when we just move around, minding our own, doing our own thing and suddenly we just get the bloody shivers out of the shimmering blue. Like what? What made me do that? Just gets so weird sometimes you just can’t help but stop in your tracks and just look around and try to listen out or look for something to explain what just happened. It’s just human nature.
However, does time get infected with something as natural as the shivers too? I cannot see or find a reason to clarify as to why not it shouldn't or can't for that matter. It's still part of the same eco-structural system and exposed to the same natural environments, surroundings and influences that we are. What makes it different or special? Just because it has always been around with a slight hitch of just not really being noticed that much in the first few years it was around. It was already pretty dominant back then anyways to its own liking. Can't help but wonder what it was like for time back then. Must have been really creepy to just be there and at the same time to not be acknowledged by anything or anyone that encompasses the same scalable realm as it, yet standing tall as the hands of mother nature, the epitome of a timeless civilization.
On the other side of the crater, plants and certain other organism's, even animals I presume must have gotten acquainted with time way early on. They just probably had a different, more unique or slightly significant, maybe less effective by certain standards or even somewhat conspicuous ways of communicating with it. It's just too well self-provisioned to be redundant and overly presumptuous to be an enforcing figure. Rely only on what you can afford to risk than to lay down your whole conscience and have it put at the stake. Inadvertently, time beseeches us with,” To punish me for my contempt of authority, Fate has made me an authority myself." *grins*
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